My Life: Document1 – Microsoft Word.

What to write in a blank word document, when your mind is empty of words and devoid of thoughts. When we want to express ourselves, but our basic vocabulary betrays us, deprives us from speaking our true feelings. What then transpires between whom you love and she does not is – Zero. Indeed. Such a sullen state of mind we delve into that only a black hole could understand. What does the mind yearn for then? Clichéd words of comfort, ‘Life moves on’? Fuck no.

What we want is (we as in me and My Precious – heart) to calm ourselves with a sunset near the backwaters of Kharghar, only this time, unlike always - the waters don’t comfort, instead, as the waves crash on the shoreline with mild intensity; tears well my eyes. As the darkness ushers in, silence starts to weave a melancholic tune, the crashing waves completes the background score. A symphony of heartache, Nature creates. But then it rains, out of the blue, the fragrance of freshly watered mother earth soothes me, “Son, nobody is ever alone, up there, he understands, he cries with you too.” “No need to wait till dawn, an eternal rainbow, now, shines in your eyes and heart.” “Mother,” I said, “Only you could have conveyed in such a manner – Life, indeed, moves on!”